Reanimation (2025)
Laid to rest and granted pardon
I know my grave will be a garden
Unfastened fruits, upturned roots;
They are children I must rear
With faith in my own electricity
In the reanimation of cyclicity
Let us all be fed on what we shed
‘Round the wheel of every year
Learn to Say Goodbye (2024)
Further into one extreme then out the other
Side just as a door revolving; it can look
Like leaving to arrive and feel close, very close
To laughing when I cry cry cry cry
Waves run in reverse, my crude innermost crawl, for from
The smallest seed delivered to the fields of growing tall
In landing at the heavens it’s the ground to which I call
Born with a weight on my wings now watch me die with a flight in my fall
To Share (2024)
Let neither of our natures be denied – your demons
May turn themselves out on the street as rain
From that Babylon above; she who lives in the periphery
I long to catch for the cheap thrill of release
Cheap as the eagerness of earth when our liquid self falls
For real liberation is one all can experience, the cheapest
And the truest. Such yearnings need not be misunderstood
If they can dance with my own streaks of lunacy
Someone else was there at sea, guiding you home
Peering through glass when it was said to be unlucky
Awake but not alone. I was laying down my offering
In hopes it would be looked upon as the beginnings of a nest.
Wrap me in your wings so that mine may rest
Threadbare from Time’s unstitching, and yours sodden
In hesitation
One must have faith in the moon not to drown
Just as I trust in water, unblinded
That is why we came down from the sky after all
Darkness, mine (2023)
Darkness is a lake for me to swim, swim, swim
Rib-to-rib and down below
Where all the orphan curses go
I go with them, within
I go with them, within
Beginning by ending like Hel in rungs
Inject me with mercury ‘til canines crack
And they sing the pieces free
My many wagging tongues
My many wagging tongues
Morning wants to play fight
I think I just might get those thrills and spills
Then cower at the first light
I hate the damned sight of a coming tender
Always searching for that desert
Made of water with the bones left behind
What’s risk when all you have to lose
Is your own mind
Lose your mind
Lose your mind
Darkness is a bringing back
Of what I lost and lack
And all that seemed destroyed
In my addiction to the void
And the flesh once feared
Is a warmth found here
Feel her running up the spine
Of darkness, mine
Darkness, mine
Darkness is a forest and the birds fly home
With a soul, still warm, they ate now incubate
The dead for a different fate
From a tree with the face of a crone
A tree with the face of a crone
Mother what is meant, murder what is not
And the knots live in reverse to be untied
No longer an orphan curse
Reanimate the rot
Reanimate the rot
My baby, she’s my baby
Count every hair: gold, grey
The corpse and the child
Two halves reconciled
Our future is wearing a veil
Live fully, die freely
When you’re full of fear, get free
I give my wounds as words
They’re all I have left of the light
For in darkness she opened me